Wow! It's almost been two weeks since I've posted .. sorry guys! I'm not sure why I haven't felt compelled to write lately. It's not that there hasn't been anything going on around here, because there certainly has. I guess I've just been busy and wrapped up in my day to day life. I started a part time job last week, and am totally loving it! It's just enough time out of the house where I'm not going stir crazy doing the same damn thing day in and day out, but not too much where I'm missing my baby boy too much either. Plus, my hours are during the day when J is home, so he and the baby have been able to have some alone time together, which has been great for the both of them! :)
It has been awhile since J has threatened (promised?) a spanking and hasn't delivered, and I guess it was bound to happen again eventually. He fell asleep before he could spank me. Yes, I was upset. I wasn't so much upset that the spanking didn't happen, but that he said he was going to do something, and didnt. I knew that he didn't do it on purpose, and I wasn't angry, BUT different choices could have been made, and the whole thing could have been avoided. So Monday morning I expressed to him that I was a little upset that the previous nights' plans had fallen through, and he admitted that it wasn't fair that he didn't spank me. I was grateful that he could see my point of view and I was proud that I didn't get angry or act out because of my hurt feelings.
Later that night, after he had returned from work, changed and showered, he ordered me over the arm of the loveseat in our room. He sat behind me on the bed, and used the strap on me. It must have been the fact that he was strapping me from a different angle, or SOMETHING, because holy EFF I couldn't stay still or take it graciously for the life of me. OUCH! I wriggled and squirmed and cried out. J was patient with me, reminding me to keep my hands out of the way, sometimes gently moving them so he could continue.
It got very intense near the end and after throwing my hands back a few times only to have them swept away instantly, I jumped off the end of the loveseat and sorta curled up.
"Baby, get back up. You've got 15 more on each cheek." J told me firmly.
I couldn't. There was just no way that I could get back up. I looked at him pleadingly, my eyes begging for mercy. It just hurt so bad.
"Come on," he urged, his hand on my back.
I grabbed onto his leg, laying my head in his lap. "Please, can I go over your lap?" I whimpered.
He must have recognized my distress, as he helped me up over his lap. His free hand circled my waist, resting on my hip, warm and comforting. He delivered the rest of my strapping, which I was able to take MUCH better in my new position, then I was directed to put it away and bring him the lotion.
I handed it to him and lay back over his lap, loving the feel of his rough hands gently rubbing lotion into my burning bottom. Ahh, such bliss :)
I work until right before J has to be at work, so I meet him at his job and he passes the baby off to me. Today, after he put the car seat in the back seat, he came around to the driver's side and opened the door. I melted into his arms, grateful to be this near to him for just a moment. I knew he had to get inside but I just wanted to steal every last available second I could with him. I am enjoying my work and getting fulfillment from it, but it doesn't make me miss him less when I'm gone and it's been tough getting used to not having time together between our respective shifts.
"It's almost friday," he whispered to me. I burrowed my face further into his chest. "Tonight I'm going to spank you. And I'm gonna tie your legs up with rope."
My head snapped up and I looked at him in a mixture of disbelief, embarassment, and total arousal. My heart started pounding.
He smiled at my expression, and I wondered if I was visibly blushing. "Or maybe straps...my belt? We'll see..." he kissed me, and headed inside.
This has consumed my thoughts all day. I wonder if he's thought about it as much as I have. I am so curious to see what he has in store for me!
Well, he's in the shower and should be returning back to our room soon. I shall update you all again very soon :)
Congrats on the job. ITs good that you can get out of the house and be busy :) Id love to be part time. I find it so hard to leave home on a morning. But these days im thankfulto have a good job. You sound like you miss J but Im sure you make the most of the time you do have together.
ReplyDeleteGood luck with the spanking hon, there is something extremely differnt about being restrained. I was restrained last weekend, its very different. Let us know how it goes.
Love and hugs kiwi
That's nice that you have a part-time job:)! I'm sure that will help you to feel like you're part of the adult world, too:)!
ReplyDeleteGreat job on talking it out with J and not losing your temper over him falling asleep, too. Also, like kiwigirl, I'm anxious to hear how it went with the restraints.
Kitty xx
Congrats on the job! Restraints, huh? Hmmm, we haven't used any of those in awhile, since before we started dd actually. I've sort of forgotten what it feels like. Hope it goes well! Have fun! ;)
ReplyDeleteOh boy, sounds intense! The idea of restraints kinda scares me...glad we don't have any. Hope tonight goes well.
ReplyDeleteHope it all went well. Restraints make me feel more submissive, but it's scary too. It's rare at least.
ReplyDeleteIt was a sweet moment when you hugged him tightly by the car. I do that kind of thing too..like I just can't get enough. I'm really missing him right now...sigh.
Stormy
Oh my my my. What a fiesty man he has become. Oh I hope it's good.
ReplyDeleteHonestly, the thought of being tied for a spanking scares the crap out of me. I don't know why, but that is a very real feel for me.
Hope you have some fun though. Sorry your last spanking was so tough. You're had must have been in a different place.
Hugs!
Kelly