Needing it...

Today has been the longest day of all days. For no particular reason at all except that my allergies are terrible this week, and my favorite child was absent from school today. I feel tense and I can feel myself needing it more and more. It's strange and I cant quite figure out how to perfectly explain it. It just builds up, layer upon layer inside of me, like thick, dark, smoke. It makes me feel restless. Jack is sitting across the room with his mother, trying to show her how to work facebook. All I want to do is be hauled across his lap and have the daylights spanked out of me. Urrrgh. I hate waiting :(