testing, testing...is this thing on?

Alright, you might think I'm crazy. I have been pretty careless all day. I don't mean careless about the important things, like caring for the baby or doing the necessities. But when J talks to me, I let whatever I'm thinking fly. Things I normally wouldn't say have been slipping past my lips all day.

I have been warned, but I'm not sure what to think of that warning. Last weekend, he told me I had no idea what I was in for. Well, I didn't get anything, so when he dropped that line today, I couldn't help but make a comment.

"You have no idea what you're in for tonight,"

"probably nothing," I said nonchalantly. When he raised an eyebrow, I took another jab. "that's what you said last week and I didn't get anything."

Probably not the smartest idea, but hey, I've got a pretty good chance at getting away with it. Ive tested, he's warned...now only to see if he will pass the test and follow through.