Things are crazy in my life right now. On top of the pregnancy (my first- and definitely much more emotionally crazy than I imagined!), my husband and I have decided that I needed to leave my current job. I was highly stressed out and was not being treated the way I should have been. I am an early childhood teacher and have spent the past three years growing and bonding with most of the children in my class. It is not going to be easy leaving them behind, but I need to put myself and my family first. I know that I can always visit them, but it's just difficult. Many of the preschoolers I have now, I knew as infants, some as young as 6 weeks old. I have been looking for something part time and though I know my husband makes enough to support us for the time being, I find myself panicking about not having a second income.
On top of this, today is the two year anniversary of my cousins death. He was killed in a drunk driving accident. I cant stop thinking about him and all of the people I've lost who were close to me. It's just been a very difficult day for me. Thanks for letting me vent, even if no one is listening.
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